Money Sounds

This song reminds me of everything I've lost. And it reminds me that it's gone and that I can't get it back. It's painful in that way that it's helpful to cling to your pain. I'm not ready to let it go. Not quite yet.

Regrets

If I'm anything I'm a man with regrets. I wonder if that correlates to mental illness. It's not useful to regret your life. It's not actionable. There's no upside into focusing on things that you truly cannot change. It's over and done. But that doesn't stop me. I find myself constantly turning my regrets over in my head, thinking about what I could have or should have done differently and quietly wishing I could change it all. It doesn't matter that it's unhealthy. That's what I do.